How to Eat Alone When You are ermmmm ALONE?

Tonight, again, eating dinner alone. My second month here, dinner alone has become a normal routine. I don’t know. Funny… somehow I have no problem eating by myself and it has led to a preference now. Why?

1) When I go back home from work, I’m normally very tired.. exhausted. When I’m exhausted, I can’t handle conversation well. And When I’m hungry and tired I can’t handle myself well. So, others maybe in danger around me. Nevermind, it's the anger management issues....

2) I love eating infront of a tv shows? Just like during university days, my uni ex-roomie would understand this (wonder how he’s doing) I burned a lot of tv series during my uni days, and I cant believe it, I’ve started to watch them all back. And it’s stil funny especially That 70’s Shows. Have all complete seasons of those. Friends, Macolm in The Middle. The classics, Seinfeld. Frasier. Desperate Housewifes. Lost. And oohh Punk’d. arrr I don’t know what has gotten into me but I’m that type of person who likes watching good movies or TV series over and over again! Weird? Screw you!!

3) I don’t have a car to ask people out to accompany me (not yet! Car will arrive after Xmas.. woohoo) . And I don’t like to trouble people into picking me up. I don’t trouble people when I’m back in KL, so I don’t see any point why I should now. But if they offer, that’s a huge difference. Would consider.

4) Actually where ever I go, I usually take some time to adapt and familiarize before I feel comfortable. I socialize better when I’m comfortable. I can be a social retard some time. I mean work has already require me to talk a lot, to stay spot on and give moral boost speeches (maki hamun is more accurate actually haha) all the time, dinner is the time to unwind the hectic day. So I need to be choosy on who I go out with for dinner. Hence, eating alone saves me from having to think all of all that.

5) To cut down smoking? I smoke a lot when friends around. Baru syiokk. Sekarang layan rokok Astro. You won’t find that in KL. Banyak giler rokok seludup Filipino di sini.

Comfort of eating infront of laptop. It's maa heaven.

Ayam masak honey. Sedap beb harga RM 5.50 only.

Disaster. Jalan kaki gi makan luar, fast food lagi. Dinner Pizza hut sesorang kali ke Lord knows how many times. I lose count..

My favourite dessert of all time!! Yes, i wanna be married with someone who could make caramel, or buy them for me.

Tapai my fav dessert after caramel.. Bhest giler.. yang berair air tu lagi masyiok.. ohyeahhh. Why am i smiling hearing berair? Nevermind, dont bother tapping my thought!

Yeayyy.. Choc is good. It makes you happy. Thanks Icak for sending those chocs.

Cheers all.

Warmest regards,

Yus Red Eye