How I Got Myself Locked Outside the House??

Lately i'm having this inability to realise whether things are going wrong or otherwise. I mean, i dont know what's wrong with me but i am probably being too optimistic about life that i am taking bad things that are happening to me very lightly. But the thing is most of the bad things that are happening led to something better at the end? So how do i rate bad luck?

Ealier that day (well, yesterday), my flight back to KL was delayed, which i interpreted that as blessing in disguise cause i was able to spend more time with my parents. I've been missing them since the first day i was here in Sandakan, maybe i've always been in semenanjung and whenever i was far away like Perak during my uni years, i can just drive back or take a bus back, and can reach within 3-4 hours. Now that i'm seperated by the ocean, i chose to prove that it's just a flight away, and i'm still able to do that. OK yeah, i got to see them even for just a night stay.

I managed to solved my other problem as well, antara hidup dan mati case. Apparently, i live. and no body dies. oh well...

Anyways, a friend fetched me upon reaching the Sandakan Airport and belanja me at one of the japanese restaurant. He brought along his wife and son. I was never a fan of sushi or any ooonagee type food. I mean it's ok to try out as in have a taste of the food but not for real meal. But i was being polite and didnt know how to decline, after all he has fetched me, and his wife and son were also excited about going to eat there. so i went ahead with it. And found a new discovery that one whole set meal of sushi-like food can be REALLY FILLING. See, based on my initial feelings i ought to decline, but i didnt, and finally it went well. So, is something wrong with my senses or i simply dont believe in Murphy's law anymore? How can we tell that there wont be any good in every bad things that is happening us??? Chances are, we'll never know unless making a couple of good mistakes.

Now with a full stomach he sent me home, and when i got into the front door. Walla, it hit me! i couldnt recall putting the keys back into the bag when i took it out that morning. So, taking my own sweet time, i opened my bag slowly hoping that i have accidentally put it back out of reflex or something. blah blah blah ding dong ding dong. Keys confirmed on my bed in the Room in KL.


" Think positive!!!" I said. Dont freak out. Optimistic beb optimistic.

So, last night i stayed in the hotel. Darn, duit simpanan aku dah mula nak habis, buying new things for new home and all. I'm SO not gonna get married anytime soon. (Dont tell my Mom about this)

So bengang punya bengang di atas kebodohan dan ke'careless'san aku sendiri. Aku terus call adek aku bengang2 suh dia post itu kunci. hhahaha Tapi sebelum tuh aku sempat online kejap.. cari mangsa nak lepaskan stress aku. Masuk la daku ke YM kacau peminat peminat aku yg berlambak2 dalam list tu. ceh wah. Cam haram. Seb baik ade a few friends untuk di gangggu malam tuh. pastu terus aku tido, malas nak pikir.

I knew it's going to take till monday before the keys arrive. takkan nak stay hotel jer? adeh, i cant stop cursing myself on how careless i was about leaving the keys back in KL. At this point tak optimistic sangat lah.

So, bangun jer pagi ni dlaam kesejukan. baru kusedar, aku di bilik hotel yan airconnya letak 16C. patot la sejok. harap2 dapat membakar lemak lemak dalam badanku juga, pabila cuba melawan sejok itu. tetiber jer blog aku bertukar jadik blog BM. takper. itu la uniknya blog aku, takde syarat. Cecampur. Try to catch up with the switching English-BM-English yeah?

So, on my way to work this morning (yes i working on saturday.. screw you!!), i dropped by at my landlord's place. Asking for spare keys. Still it wont be much help as ive padlock the front entrance. No way i can get in without breakin in. Luckily a friend of mine jadik driver pagi nih, so ade la transport untuk bawak aku ke hulur hilir untuk pikirkan ape nak buat. and suddenly, this brilliant idea came. I remembered that i have the spare key inside the house for the freakin fonrt door padlock. So, we climbed over the kitchen balcony when no one was around and got thru kitchen door using the spare key from the landlord, once in the house i took the spare key for the padlock to open the front door. I MADE IT INSIDE!!! so my point again, this incident makes me closer to friends here in Sandakan. Otherwise i would just stick with my thick headed "I am independent i dont need friends" attitude. So, is that bad incident really that bad?? i can i just stick to being optimistic? Oh well.

Anyway, aku nak dedicate lagu bless a broken road kepada seseorang yg aku miss sangat sekarang ini. Amek!! aku dalam jiwang mode Suda. Cheers All. :-)